sometimes i wonder who even had the honor of breaking my heart so bad that i turned
out so cold and distant
i don't know how to trust people
or to keep them in my life
i push them away because in the end
what do i have to offer them? i'm a wreck
but i know i'm so much better than that
since i keep asking 'why her? why not me? aren't i good enough?'
apparently not, i'm the one person whom get replaced after a while
it's like i'm cursed
''that one girl you date before you meet someone better''
like i'm just someone you have fun with until you settle down with someone else
no wonder i hate getting involved with new guys
because they leave
they always do