grow up
you're not a child anymore 
the scars on your arms proves the lack of improvement 
grow up 
your days as a child is over 
they ended the day your scars healed 
but your inner child is still fighting a battle
way too hard to win 
your true colors are starting to shine 
you can't keep killing the child in your heart
it won't make you more grown up 
it won't make you an adult
find your inner child again
let the fantasy start to grow again 
grow up with the child inside of your heart 
kill of your demons and listen to yourself instead
you are able to win
believe

grow up 
you whisper to yourself
but
remember the journey
and the scars you've made so far
they might be all healed up
but they are still stopping you from
growing up; growing older
you're drowning yourself 
disabling yourself from growing 
you just have to find yourself again
you lost yourself along the way 
too busy to grow up 
wait it out